♥Wednesday, September 24, 2008 } 1:26 AM
011008
:: th date that im NOT waiting for .
hahs .
well , to me there's no meaning in RAYA anymore .
eversince my grandma passed , my life was ruined & RAYA was meaningless to me .
i've NO mood to RAYA .
really , i've lost th mood to RAYA .
i missed my grandma .
i miss her cookings etc .
really , im not kidding .
:: if u guys got to taste her cooking .
u will always ASK FOR MORE (:
i miss those times when im at her house , finding white hairs for her .
i stiil rmbr th last moments i had with her .
Ya Allah .
sometimes , its so hard fot me to come to th fact that she's gone .
imiss her...
BADLY !!!
sometimes , during these times of th Holy Month , i can feel her presence in my house .
Last year , she passed during this month of th holy month .
its still fresh in my mind how it all happened .
::
I was at sch when my uncle called and told me my grandma was in her worse condition .
so i asked for an early leave to visit her in th hospital .
Upon reaching there , th doctor said that th chances of my grandma making it was thin .
i cries my heart out .
at 5pm , my family , my uncle , my mum's cousin and my grandpa leave th hospital and went home coz its breaking fast time .
when i was at my fiance's house at 9pm that day , my uncle called me saying that th nurses asked him to come down .
i told him to called my step-father .
then , my s-dad called me and asked me to follow to th hospital .
Upon reaching th CCU , i wen tinside my grandma's ward and standing there was my grandpa .
With tears , he sid to my mum , "Timah , mak kau da takde " ( Timah , your mum's gone )
That night was a horrible night for me .
I MISS MY GRANDMA )':
♥
