Me & Shah . its like , both of us were drifting apart. why must this happen? both were busy with different stuffs. i cant help missing hiim. but i understand that he's busy.
me & him , we are not close as last tyme. seldom msg , seldom meet each other etc.
sometymes , i dont feel his love anymore. idk why ?
sometymes , when i wanna mit him , he tend to give excuses like 'my dad's at home' 'im tired' 'im going out with my frends'
whats behind all those stupid excuses ?
why is he trying to avoid me ? what did i do ?
sometymes , i wonder , what am i to him ? do he treat me like his ORDINARY frens ? or his FIANCE ? i cant think of any answers.
often , in my mind. i kept thinking. is he having any affair with any other gerls ? till he avoids me each time ?
I MISS HIM SO MUCH !!!!!!!!!!
but sometimes , i just ignore th feelings. coz i dont want him to think im so into him.
why must i find him first when he keeps ignoring me ?
when he's with his NCDCC frns or NS. he dint even bother to reply my msgs.
but when he's with me, ke kept on msging his frens.
does he even care about what i feel ? why must it always be ME to care about him ?
only time will tell th answers.
AkhuLuhhs♥
Its Syaa Turning 16 soon .
currently im 15 . i accept if people call me MinahRep.
haha .i dont entertain sluts & relationship destroyer .
My Wants Not Needs♥
I want to pass my N levels & O levels .
I want mini skirts .
I want hoodies .
I want to make new frends .
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