♥Tuesday, September 9, 2008 } 2:38 AM
Its a looooooong story.but let me relate it to you all.
it happened quite a long time ago.
2 days after meeting Fir, Shah , my ex came back to my life and aske me to be with him again.
I was like 'wadda-hell?'
i was shocked but cant deny feeling over-joyed as i had been waiting for that moment a long time.
but what makes me dejected is ..
to hurt Fir's feelings.
i cant help but cried telling Fir what happened and i had to let go of him.
i knew , fir was sad. Like i do.
but , to me , what matters is.
My future + my Past.
you guys wont understand.
I had been with shah since last year.
but my love was rejected aft our 7th month.
it took me 6mths to overcome th truth that Shah had left me.
now that he's back with me,
i felt happy.
but i still cant forget what i did to Fir.
i was terribly dejected.
i cant stop thinking about my faults.
Fir , im sorry.
Im sorry that i had to let you go.
Hope you found someone better than me , kays ?
im not perfect..
♥
