Its Th End Of Us

♥Thursday, November 27, 2008 } 1:33 AM

, see dhis bitch on top ?.dhis is my suar-est besties ever .she's gorgeous arent she ?.she's been with me for 96mths .her craziness made u guys wanna kick her ass !.hahas .ana ,thanks for all th moments we had for th pass 8years .u've been such a great friend .dhis ladyy here ,she fcuking nice to be with .she'll be dhere whenever i needed her .she's willing to lend a shoulder whenever i need one to cry .she's great .nothing can replace her in my heart .when we met dhat time ,we smoke ,we laugh our heads-off .haha .fun indeed .wansuey !. (:

♥ } 1:28 AM

, haha .i've finally succeeded in editing my photo .its not dhat i've never edit my photo .but dhis one ,i felt different .nyahaha .okeyh fine .maybe to u guys ,its not dhat nice .but to me ,its worthy .haha .niways ,if u guys have any comment on it ,comment in my friendster ,yaw !.its chocolatehazel.eyes@hotmail.com .haha .wansuey !.

♥Wednesday, November 26, 2008 } 2:53 AM

, yeahyeah .he told me 'i dont love u' .
i admit ,i cant accept th facts .
but i have to .
he love me NO MORE .
argh .
i just cant let him go .
i really cant .
he meant so much to me .
but ,y must he harbour such enmity towards me ?.
why cant he just forgive me ?.
i wanted to heal th wound in his heart .
a wound wll be recovered when a scab is developed .
but he kept peeling off th scab again & again .
dhat would only hurt him mre .
but he dont understand how much i want him & i love him .
he meant too much to me .to much .

IF he ever read dhis ,i would want him to know ,dhat no matter what ,i'll always love u .
Takecare, syggkhu (:

♥Tuesday, November 11, 2008 } 12:34 AM

long story.
but i had a BIGBIG conflict with him.
i really had.
that time, we're on th verge of breaking up.
i cried like hell for two days untill i can hardly open my eyes.

plz , i just dont want me & shah to broke off .
coz i truly love him so damn much !!

ohyaa , when i met him on 081108,
at that moment , i had a conflict with him.
we went to vivo to meet Dayah,Linda,Azura,Farhanah,Atiqah&a girl i dont know.

then me & him went to MAC to eat.
aft that, me & him went MT FABER to watch th sunset.
thats sweet on our ANNI.
(:

Loves,
Aisyah
(:

♥Wednesday, November 5, 2008 } 3:57 AM

todayy , aygg came myy house at abt
3pm+ . haha . i supposed to mit him luhh
actually .
but , it turn out i cant go out unless ..
nahh , its okeyh . no need to know luhh kayys .
haha . he came all of a sudden while i was
sitting near th gate . dhen , all of a sudden
i heard someone said 'Assalamualaikum'
i can have a heart attack sia when i saw him .
i was so shocked ! hah .
while , we played game in my house .
a game dhat somehow need to be
connected to th tv .
he & lukman played battlecity.
hahas . i left him alone & played his psp .
my mum & stepdad went out to take foods
from th PERTAPIS .
dhen , suddenly at abt 6+ he said
he wants to go home .
what th ?
he said i never layan him ?
but im just leaving him alone coz he's
busy playing game ?
&& i get scolded for that ?
argh !
i just dont understand luhh seyh !

Loves ,
Aisyah .

♥Monday, November 3, 2008 } 11:58 PM

my step dad has just released from jail just now.
in th morning.
whoa.
its been like 9mths since i last saw him.
miss-ed him ?
nahh , i dont .
i shld say that luhh .
haha.
well , my bro n sis were excited upon hearing he's coming back .
especially ; lukman .
my bro . hahas .
my mum told me a secret .
shhhh .
i wasnt supposed to tell my siblings luhh .
ahaha.
my dad were to released on th 4th of NOV.
but my mum lied & told them he's gonna be released
on th 11th .
( konon nk surprise luhh tuhh )
haha.
i was excited .
not because he's my STEPDAD .
but maybe because im gonna feel awkward whiit
him arnd .
cmon , its been 9mths since he last stepped into
myy house .
n now , he's back ?
Sape mau gyy layan ??
haha.
haiSh .
gonna write sooooon .
(: