♥Saturday, December 20, 2008 } 2:26 AM
today ,4 events happen in my life(:
1st ,Shah's bdae .i wish him at nite but he never reply .nahh ,dont give a damn .
2nd ,Sygkhu get his N level results & im happy for him dhat he passed .
CONGRATS dear !.
3rd ,Lukman a..k.a Kimy gets to know which school he goes to .dhat is ,Tanglin Sec .My Syg's sch !.hahs .we never listed TSS in th list .but nemind .Kimy dont mind .haha .
4rd ,went to WCP with Syg for his friend's Belated & Advanced Bdae .
Happy Belated Bdae to Sulaiman & Happy Advanced Bdae to Fadil !.
may ur wishes come true ,yaw !.
I Love Firdaus Bin Rahmat .
p/s ;not BTE eyh syg .hehes .
:D
aliosamigos !.
SyaJEPON.
♥Wednesday, December 17, 2008 } 1:31 AM
i patched up wit firdaus .
weeee~ he sound me at th playground near my house .
he came & Didi ,Star ,Domoll ,Rizal ,Kimy ,Ani ,Me & my mum was at home .
when he & me were walking on th corridor to go to my house ,i saw Rizal .
His face is different sia .
hahas .
well , i was happy when im with Fir .
he treat me well .
me & him ,we never fought before .
not even once .
haha .
Shah ,he's dead ,
he's outta my life for now .
i dont think im sad for dhis breakup .
coz before th breakup ,we had a conflict .
so yeah ,im not sad .
not a bit .
tho i admit ,sometimes i did think abt him .
but i got ny syg mahh ?.
i love Acem Fir ,okeyh ?.
SyaJEPON
♥Tuesday, December 2, 2008 } 2:42 AM
one of my ex neighbour ,Rizal ,asked me for stead .okay ,he's not hensem .but if he's attached he'll take good care of his gurl .he's loyal .but he's 13 & im 15 .how can it ever be ?.hmm .okeyh ,he's taller dhan me .dhats fine .but he's jokes are quite unacceptable at times .
idk what should i do ?.my mum said earlier ,she dont want me to be close with Rizal .but me & him ,we're just Teman Tapi Mesra ,dhat is ,friends but very intimate .idk what i should do .i really dont .i need help !.please .im not a doll .i jst broke off with shah .how can u expect me to go to Rizal ?.i have feelings too ,u know .i need time to think & see if Rizal will change for me .Just time will tell th ans .
Truly ,Aisyah .
its th end of us .yesterday ,1st dec i asked for a breakup .coz akhu da tak buleyh tahan lagi dgn prangai shah .he's been to much .tho' i know ,losing his love is my mistake .yesterday ,when i hang out at takraw court watching Akai ,Rizal ,Didi ,Wan ,Kimy ,Joe playing takraw & I ,Fyfyn ,Fyra( Wan's gf ) & Ani went to Playground to chit-chat .Me, Fyra & Ani smoke 3 sticks of ciggarates .dhen ,we went back to th takraw court .Fyra asked me who's my guy .dhen i showed her ,his pic .To my unexpectations ,Fyra told me she once saw Shah bringing a girl home .Fyra lived near Shah's .in my thought was playing "khua main tahi ngan akhu .akhu pon buleyh main tahi ngn khau !" i asked for a breakup .he seemed so chilled .doesnt seem to me dhat he have any feelings .my heart was broken .i cant get over him but i dint cry as worse as i cried for him last time .maybe ,dhis time round ,im ready to let him go .only god knows what's written for me .maybe i can find a better guy dhat him .but im not ready .next year im taking my N level .dhat's one of th reason i ask him for a breakup .coz i knew ,if we continue to be a stead like a friend and always quarrel ,i cant take my N level seriously .so ,dhats th best thing ; to let him go .Truly,Aisyah .
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